I am so stupid.  Seriously.  I ALWAYS do this.  He WAS just being friendly.  Just like I fucking thought.  Now I look like a fool.

The rhythm the melody the bad behavior...

Interesting how it's always everyone else but me.

Interesting how egotistical I can be.

Interesting how much I just want to fucking GO again.

Interesting.

Very interesting.

So I was hanging out with my friend Caitlin from work tonight, and they smelled weed coming from outside.  The stuff was strong, and we decided it was coming from downstairs.  I couldn't even smell it, but they promised that shit was heavy.  I ended up hanging out over there until one, so I'm freaking tired.  I'm driving home and almost forgot to ( Read more... )

My grandmother finally passed away today.  She was 79.

We've kinda been going through her stuff.  My parents are trying to find jewlery and such to no avail.  I took a type writer, random papers, an old dress, and her recipe box.  I wanted to take the flashlight and the oil lamp that hangs, but I thought that would be a little wierd.  I might still ( Read more... )

jessica's personality type:

Quietly forceful, original and sensitive. Tend to stick to things until they are done. Extremely intuitive about people and concerned for their feelings. Well-developed value systems which they strictly adhere to. Well-respected for their perserverence in doing the right thing. Likely to be individualistic, rather than ( Read more... )

So yesterday at work I had to train this new lady.  She's probably in her mid-thirties, so of course she knows everything, right?  She's all tellin me who needs what and all this shit, and i just wanted to be lyke:
                                         
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I went out to Applebee's tonight because that's all my friends and I know how to do, and lots of people were there, including Meesh and Alex.  WELL, Meesh was telling us this ghost story about a tree that grows kinda by where I drive past a lot.  Apparently some dude hung himself, ladeda, but it sorta freaked me out because when you drive down ( Read more... )

I'm not feelin so hot.  I think I got some sort of head cold.

I've been reading Twilight like whoa.  I don't think it's extremely awesomely written, but I have fallen in love with the characters, and that's pretty much the whole point right there.  So I think it's pretty awesome.  I think in the end, I might end up on Team Jacob.  Lol.

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Why is it that days I don't have my phone, or have plans to just stay at home, that people suddenly come out of the woodwork to hang out with me?  Days I just want to do my laundry and curl up with a good book, I get invited to do all this other shit.  Then days that I have absolutely NOTHING to do, and just desperately want to go out and do ( Read more... )