Update till 2006 ( Read more... )

I try to write but I don't think I'm a good writer ( Read more... )

Meanings of Retrogrades ( Read more... )

Todays Chad's birthday so Im gonna chill with him. Especially since he's leaving to Hollywood in January so I gotta spend time with him more. I might not be able to see him in a long time..He finally got discovered. And flying out to Cali January 28th. Hmm, new posh actor slash model from Dallas of questionable sexuality. He has better hair than I ( Read more... )

I've observed at some points, in my life at least, that there are occurances, events, etc. that have certain themes. Once in a while I'm able to identify it but not always able to understand it. I'd ask why, why did this happen, why does it happen? If I were to look at the bigger picture, see it from another view...it is for my greater good. It is ( Read more... )

Im going to Seattle sometime soon... I'm going to meet some fam up there that I havn't met. Also my cousin owns this video production company and go in and check that out. Im excited..I've never been. I get so fascinated with everything and excited at the idea of new things and experiences.

Right now I'm going through a tough phase w/ my health again. These pains are not as bad as I went through last year. I'm not going to the doctor for the nth time. throughout this, I leanrned to bare it on my own. I remember meeting Daryl he had these marks on his stomache down the middle from syrgery. I remember while I was with him I was looking ( Read more... )

I still ask myself why not take an asshole who actually deserved it, you know? But it happens to good people too and it life I guess. He had such a great heart and a hard worker to get where he was. I just hung out w/ him in Austin, It's hard to absorb this. Him and Sara were going to get married. They were up and my work at the office planning to ( Read more... )

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I need to get Samots adress so I can send him post cards since he's never been yet. His adress has letters thrown in there and I'm not sure if that's a Puerto Rico thing or not. When I last talked to him he was shooting a music video and he had to hurry up and go. A Guanabanas music video. One day, I was flipping the the channels and started ( Read more... )