i dont know where to go from here

working

getting shit load of noney for do nothing

so what have you been up to??

hello there

im very bored so i change my myspace and i redid my journal

i hate when i second guess myself....

im lost with out you i cry myself to sleep but what do you care.

im am bound to loss and silence, to feel nothing

do not trust to hope, it is forsaken

i listen for the whispers of your sweet insanity, while i formulate denials of your affects on me.

cry away.
pride
there is nothing for you here, only death.

it only hurts when i breathe.

blah i really very bored and depress cuz eric went to cali. and i wont see him for 2 weeks .... i know i know but 2 weeks how you feel if you were away from someone for 2 weeks ( Read more... )

blah blah blah to you
and blah blah to you too

rarraa i just blah......,

sorry im not making sense but i cant deal well with my self i had to get stronger pills
so if im not being a friend or it seem that i dont care
i love you all...

stupid dance class i hurt today. i hung out eric today we got in this tickle war for like an hour good stuff right there. in gym my friend joe made me run around the tack i never been so outta of breathe.i had a freaky dream last night,it was sad and scary at the same time.rara stupid kingdom hearts. i final beat like almost everyone but i at this ( Read more... )

blah im all better today no sadness here,eric is here today,i cant wait i gonna see tina beana today yyayayayayayayaya i miss her so much tina you have to come to school with me, we have to have more late night talk cuz i wont be able to anymore *tear* noooooooooo well i gots to go bye love yas (remember that)

wow i dont know where to begin i was scared that my friends would die and it turns out my great uncle has die, i didnt really know him, i mean i did, i talk to him and i seen him but he was just a great uncle but it feels weird like hes not dead, im really lost right now, i dont know my mom side, i never knew my grandpop he die before i was born, ( Read more... )