I'm not strong enough. I always thought I'd be prepared for most anything. Like I'd been through enough already. Hell, I'm nothing. My father. Grandparents later. So many have seen much worse. I just keep going over in my head that it happened inside of her before anything on the outside. She never said it, but how else does that happen.

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I just wanna go back to where I didn't see that name. Before my breath was stolen.

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Today was a good day. Played disc golf with Shawn, Service, and Bob. Rockville lake is a really pretty, fun, and technical course and it's not even near finished. Haven't seen much of Shawn lately so it was good to hang out. I cleaned up the house, getting rid of old shirts and organizing the office, so the wife was happy. A little Xbox and then ( Read more... )

Played my third consecutive ace race today. Only hit metal once, but was constantly parking the basket. The one metal hit was dead center height in the chains, just a touch left and it splashed out. The winner had only metal hits. I was so close. Alisha caddied for me and I felt great having her around.

It's amazing to me how polarizing events in society are made to be right now. Things are civil because people spread their hate on the Internet, instead of dealing with problems in person.

A post. A post to start and see how it goes. If for nothing else to remember easier. To laugh at. Life is fast, man. It just never lets up.

Gosh, it's warm tonight.  I want to just take and sleep outside.  Not even camp, just lay in the shadows and breathe in the clean air.  Been way too long since I posted.  I really kept this thing for my own memory and I've let it slip.  What I guess I should really think about as I wonder how to recap some of it in the future is why that happened ( Read more... )

I want to flex. Just push so hard against the boundries I'm in that they're far enough off of my back to breathe. A weird point in my life where there's not much solid and my center is barely kept in check by brief moments of clarity. I cannot say that these times have been exceedingly bad to me, but I see so much that I think should have been ( Read more... )

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Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jeff!

1. Jeff can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.
2. Forty percent of the world's almonds and twenty percent of the world's peanuts are used in the manufacture of Jeff.
3. Jeff can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid.
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