im starting to feel a lot better, except i dont have a stomach for anything. adam is right. my computer is being a lagwhore. fuck. i havent really used it in four or so days so i guess it misses me. we gave up on manhunt and rented transformers this weekend. well, we first rented this really shitty game called Ico about a boy with horns. adam had ( Read more... )

things have been slow. im on probation now for 6 months. if im good, then my record gets wiped clean. awsome huh? jordan is begging to come home, which is kewl, but he wants to stay here, with me, which is the dumbest shit i've herd in a while.

im being stupid again. i dont know wut to do, but i cant go through that shit again.

today was another off-day. i went home to get money from my father and decided to argue with him about his current standpoints with adam and jordan. he really made me feel like shit. i know he was angry about his farm stuff and i should have considered that before kick-starting the bastard. i also found out that my mom is using diazapam, but it's ( Read more... )

i hung out with adam most of this weekend which was fun. my grandmother thinks it's real nice that i spend time entertaining him, but it's a mutual thing. we attempted to beat manhunt which sara told me was really kewl a long time ago, but i know she's lying to sound cool and game saavy. =P. i saw her today and it's been a week, which i guess to ( Read more... )

i have crappy judgment

i got up early, about 7.45 and made some coffee and began cleaning the post-adam condition of the apartment. my grandmother was gone and i wasnt sure where. mornings are always good; i read somewhere that alot of depression "could" be caused by lack of exposure to morning sun. well i got my share today. at 9 i hurried over to the discount smoke ( Read more... )

slept late again because i stayed up playing halflife2 deathmatch, which is probably what i will do after typing this update. sara came over and we goofed around on my computer, or rather she did. she found a picture of mrs. kertesz that looks nothing like her. we watched eagles of deathmetal's appearance on conan'o'brian and aphextwin-windowlicker ( Read more... )

i woke up at 2 and went to die tongue, then to heb. heb turned out to be mostly shopping for picky little adam. schools coming and im looking forward to it. i hung out with debbie tonight because i needed someone to accompany me to best buy. she got caught up looking at dvd's again, which was so obviously going to happen, and i held her jacket. i ( Read more... )

i hate cats ( Read more... )