so strange how life can get in a bit of a rut. there is surely nothing as dreadful in the world as unwanted loneliness. lately, i feel resurrected. strange that when i finally feel amongst the living, i am so close to moving. this is fine with me; i am more anxious about moving than anything. but, it is ironic.

anxiousness is a bad thing.

a very, very bad thing.

i dont recommend it.

what does it take? what does it take to feel as though i have-- and have always had-- some remnant of control over my life?

the answer is not in marytrdom.

someday we will pack up our bags and be so far from this place

dare i...? dare i rant? on this 'holiest' day of the year in this silly country ( Read more... )

you ask me if i'm upset.
well, i guess i am.
but not because you're
dulce de leche, and i'm
rocky road. not because

you're selfish, and
i am not. not because

i am nuts, and
you are melt-in-the-mouth.
not because

you are ears
and i am mouth.

no, that's not what
this is about.

search harder,
dig deeper.

i've only spoken of you once in a while
i've only mentioned you to a soul or two
let me know
got to know
why does the sun shine
when you call?

its the owsley sunshine.
and im obsessed.

i wish
someone would
surprise me.

ima gonna do it.

i have been freed from the bonds!!!!

hello unemployment; you could not have graced me at a better time!

...you are no longer the ache that she craves ( Read more... )

boooo hissss.

what a voting disappointment.
ohio=evil.

and no, i am not speaking about the president. because i really DONT CARE.
nor am i referring to congressmen, judges, or tax levies...

i am talking about a STATE CONSTITUTIONAL AMENDMENT that passed by a LANDSLIDE.

*yet another reason why i pray for NUCLEAR HOLOCAUST*