I don't know the mechanics of how dreams work but I usually end up waking up from upsetting dreams than ones that make me feel good. They aren't nightmares as I know that they aren't generated in malice but there are situations where I cannot win or am helpless and simply watch inevitable outcomes. I don't know what approach I must take, but ( Read more... )

I Don't get it. I put it out there and get ignored. All business I suppose.

I believe we destroy ourselves daily. Bring down walls, notions, attachments; etc. I believe some of us don't build something new from the wreckage while others do. Piecing things together from memories or ideals that didn't work yesterday but might today with some fine tuning. I'm unsure whether I am building everyday or simply deconstructing ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel it is best to keep your friends close, your enemies closer; the ones you love farthest away.

When even happy memories fill you with sadness, then almost all is lost.

A wreck...yep. That's me. I can solve most everyone else's problems but I can't solve my own. I do this to myself, I know.

No, yes, well maybe...

...but I think it's time to bury some ghosts. The task is difficult but there are way too many things I have been haunted by that continue to pose themselves obstacles to me. I have done what I can to make my own peace but this world doesn't play by honorable standards. It seems there is only the NOW that counts the most ( Read more... )

I believe many things are taken from people during the course of a lifetime. Dignity is definitely among the top 3.

I had a dream I made a pact with the fey and had friends slaughtered, while I kept peace with enemies. Then I ended up with a baby daughter and no mother for her. Go figure.

I'm scattered all over the place, but I think it's better that I attempt to pick up the fragments of this shattered glass and remold myself.I think that I've also let my mind wander too much; overanalyzed way too much to fall flat with nothing in hand. I believe my most humbling experience came about two weeks ago. I felt shamed, upset, lost, ( Read more... )