I know I haven't kept up with this in a while and it's primarily because I've just been busy. I've been busy with work and social life. I'm not particularly stressed though I do feel like I need to isolate myself at times. I believe that lately I've just been feeling the need to just go with the flow of things. My head can't process the next ( Read more... )

I feel myself getting bored; that's usually a dangerous thing. I lose the ability to become sympathetic with ideas, people, places, and things! I feel like something must change or at least find something that makes me feel like I could connect. I'm unsure about how I'll proceed with it as I have a tendency of just being completely reckless until ( Read more... )

Well, relatively a month away before I had decided to post anything at all or even have the time. I still check on livejournal while still continuously posting all over Twitter. It's easier to upkeep while mobile; granted I'd love to post more comprehensive thoughts here, but time doesn't allow it. I'm not even sure why I'm awake at this hour ( Read more... )

Post to come relatively soon. Much to discuss.

Full of anxiety but not of answers. I definitely need some time off.

Lack of sleep is causing me to zone out and travel back in time to many of the mistakes I have made. Not cool at all. It almost feels too real...must get sleep.

Curses...there's nothing important to write and yet I feel the need to. Is there something to keep up with? I'm not too sure. I just know that I'm disliking things being the same all the time. I love to drink and smoke. I love to be able to just drown myself in a situation where it feels like I'm having a lucid dream and both the rewards and ( Read more... )

There are times I contemplate whether or not I'd be able be able to write as I used to anymore or even if it matters. I still enjoy my ability to devour a book but don't seem to have it in me to just sit down and write something of substance. There aren't any quirky lines to writing about myself and such. I don't have any tricks up my sleeve or ( Read more... )

Apologies that I haven't written in a while, though I plan to keep up with things in one fashion or another. What isn't written here is probably written/spoken by someone else about me.

I'm not even sure what is happening anymore, but I have a feeling I'm going to be involved many random events that I have no particular control of. My week has me traveling much more than I hoped I would; next week sees me in CT for software training. This weekend will be a blur, but one that suggests that interesting things will occur simply ( Read more... )