So, every time I say I'm going to post on here, I lie.

I think i'm going to start a new LJ, for work related bitching.

Because there's a 'no-blogging' policy, it's gotta be anonymous.

Therefore, I wont post a link.

But if you want one, just let me know.

The one who said she'd rather be alone;
If you could only see me now.

I never ever write in here any more, but I think I'll start again. I need to jot down stuff. =]. Anyways. Last night I had a weird dream. Apparantly one of my cat paws washed off in the shower. I was like. 'wtf?!'. Yeah. That's pretty much all I can remember. Other than the whole worm in the toilet after I took a shit, which is just ( Read more... )

I had a dream that I watched someone commit suicide.

Apparantly, he was standing on some post thing under a bridge, but not in the water yet.  And he jumped, but he didnt die.  So my boyfriend jumps in after him and pulls him out.  But then this guy just gets back up, and gets up higher and jumps again.  This time was the money shot.  He jumped and ( Read more... )

Hi everyone.

I rarely ever write in here any more, and I'm sure no one reads this anyways.

I feel so disorientated right now, and it's for the gayest reason ever.

Neopets changed the whole website's layout.  All my coding on everything is screwed up.  So, in my guild, i've got 234 (currently) members asking me what's going on with our layout, and it's ( Read more... )

So, I dont update this much any more.

I got my tattoo though.

So happy.  =).

Pictures soon.

Shaking like a dog
shitting razorblades.

I've become out of touch.

With all my older friends that I've got.

Sully, Jess, Chris, etc.

I'm going to fucking miss you, Jess, when you move.

And right now, I'm just crying over it.

Because.  D:.  You've been here for me for a few years now.

And I'ma miss you so damn much.  =(.

Why is Arizona so far away?  D:.  Bah.

But you'll be happy, so that's awesome ( Read more... )

Ps.

I lost 8 pounds this week.

So fucking proud of myself.

SOMEONE GIVE ME A GOLD STICKAAAA.  ;D.

She's touch, smell, sight, taste, and sound.
But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen.

So, last night, I went with Cara, Aimee, and Brandy to Walpole, MA, to see Flydown, this -amazing- cover band.  Will, Jay, and ... er.  I forget her name.  Were supposed to come.  And then they realized Will forgot his id.  So they went to Prov instead.  D:.  Nofair.  Anyways.  We get there.  And Cara knows the lead singer, Brian Kerins.  That man ( Read more... )

i'm at jess river's house.  =D.  yay.

chris and rissa just went home like, 15 ago.

i only had a huge glass of rum and dr. pepper.

then half a urhm.  i forgot.  D:.

and then 1 and a half bacardi sour things.

yeah.  and i'm not even drunk right now.

just forgetful.

i'm not even tipsy.

but i dont want to go out to the car to get another bacardi.

its cold.

and i ( Read more... )

Yesterday:

Worked.
Went to the Emerald Square Mall.
Bought:
PJ pants from Sears.
Coin sorter from Sears.  (Damn gift card.  I hate sears).
Cute polka dotted pants with cherries on them from Torrid.
A Miami Ink tshirt from Spencers.
Dinner for me and Cara.
10 bucks gas for Cara's husband's truck.
Total spent:
About 70.

Today:
Woke up, found out I got approved ( Read more... )