Well lets see i am in school right now and was board so i decided to finally update this journal, because i have let go... I started driving and to tell you the truth i could careless if my car went off the side of a cliff, because life sucks so much right now.. My sister is a nut case, and all this other stuff and i cant take much more... But to ( Read more... )

Sorry i havent written in this in a long time, because i been busy busy busy... Well since i last wrote i have realized so much in all that happened.. My sister is graduating and i am gonna be so lost without her next year, but i guess she will always be living in the same house but that wont be the same without having her in school for whenever i ( Read more... )

Well i think you know what i am gonna say but i think i will say it anyways!!! I LOVE MY HUBBIE!! he is my life and i love him with all my heart, and i wouldnt give him up for anything in th world!!! mwah ( Read more... )

Well lets see Spring Break is here, and i dont even get to enjoy it... I decided i aint going to my junior prom, so that leaves out prom dress shopping this Saturday, but i am backed up all week babysitting for 3 different ppl... it should be fun fun fun.. (rolls Eyes) So tonight my only day not doing something this whole spring break i wanted to ( Read more... )

Well i think this is the end of my life.. you see my parents been divorced since i was 9 and no matter how bad everyone said my dad was or is i still was so close to him, and loved him so much.. i always been a daddys lil girl you know.. And tonight my dad called me and was telling me how much of an idoit i am, and how he cant believe i do this and ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, i know that you all just missed me o0o0o so much so i had to come back and see how you all are doing... Nothing really has happened since i last wrote, but i still miss you all.. So yea... If anyone still reads this let me know so i know that i can contiune to write in it.. with much love
love alway sNicole

Well lets see i havent written in here in a long time because sometimes it feels pointless, but i changed my mine and wanted to get back into it:-D So how is everyone in here?? good i hope.. lately i havent been myself plus i been icolating my self from people only because i am s0o tired of getting hurt so yea.. i like talk to no one in school ( Read more... )

Wow! my day is so0o gay... I cant stand anyone in this school anymore... i have friends that use me, people that hurt me, and others that make fun of me so i cant win no matter what.. i have gay classes with annoyion people, and i cant stand it anymore.. i am having a day where i just want to break down and cry yet not know why.. like everything ( Read more... )

after waking up crying i went downstairs around 5*30 and seen my kitten dead... why does everyone and everything i look at seem to be dieing today? what is next? i cant take this shit no more.. nobody knows how much death scares me, and after seeing my little bro at the bottom of a pool in a dream and my little newborn kitten that was only about 3 ( Read more... )

Well lets see it is now 4*42 and i have been up since 4*00... i dont have to be up till 6*00 but i had the worse nightmare ever, that i dont ever want to go back to sleep.. if you know me, you kow my brother is my life.. well this is my nightmare with that at note ( Read more... )