It's Turkey Day! (GOBBLE GOBBLE) I'm at my grandma carols house! My computer is dead! So I gotta update when I can! Anyways, Im going over to grandma judys today! Im excited! I get to hang out with my sister! Im HAPPY! Theres not really much to say! I cant really talk, becasue I got little ears in the room! So I guess when I get around a ( Read more... )

Man this sucks! I'm sick! I hate it! I've had this wack ass hedache for like a week now! I just keep getting sicker and sicker! Oh-well! Im doing really good in school! Well at least to the best of my knowledge I am! I have to start night school soon! That sucks to! My mom and I still don't really get along that much no more! we argue ( Read more... )

Today was a adverage day! Everyone under the sun kept calling my phone this morning so I couldn't sleep longer! Even though I really wanted! So that sucked! Then I spent all day doing laundry and what-not! I hung out with barbra most of the day! The at about like 8ish pm Ilona came over and we started hagning out for a bit! We drove around ( Read more... )

Life hasn't been really good! UUUmmm lets see, where do I start? I took my moms bank card and had a night of fun! I dont know why! I cant even think of why I would do somthing like that! I messed up really bad and I dont think that Im going to be able to get out of this mess on my own, but I must try! I was susposed to move down to Missouri, ( Read more... )

Damn its been a long time since I wrote last! Man nothing has changed! My mom is still a Bi*ch! I asked her if I could live with marty for the summer and she said yes! Then 2 days later, she was like I never said that! OMG! This is so gay! Thats O.K though! Im going to be 17 soon, then she cant do shit about me leaving! Anyways, Marty ( Read more... )

Rey when and if u read this! thank you for letting jenifer chill at ur house for a lil bit! I.O.U big time! kk!

Yeah well today is mothers day! Anyways moving on! hahahaha! My mom found out the i cut my arm today! it was bad! she loked at me and was like let me see ur arm! i was like no! and she was like i want the knife out of your room! O.k that was real cool! you find out that ur daughter is cutting herself and u say put the knife in the kitchen! WOW! ( Read more... )

You say to stop cutting myself for darren! yeah right i dont hvae him no more! he dont wanna talk to me! you say to stop for my freinds, no one gives a rats ass about me! no one understands how it feels to be me! i really dont wanna be here anymore! i feel like im in the woods with no one around and no where to go! i cant stand it! im to lost and ( Read more... )

WOW i never thought that i could be this happy! WOW! anyways! darren come over this morning befor school! IT WAS GREAT! anyways! then he told me that he really cared about me and shit! and that this morning what had happened meant somthin to him! i was so happy when he told me that! WOW! i have never felt more horrible in my life though! i dont ( Read more... )

WOW!!!!! This was a HORRIBLE weekend! WOW...I dont think that it was that gorible but some of the things that happend were bad! like i almost lost darren guys! I was really scared! Well i cant really talk about this now! im bout to start my period and im really emotional! so im bout to start cryin! PEACE!