Idol life

[gant_boy]

I took your picture off my wall today. I ran my fingers along the silver frame. Tortured with your image, I touched the cold glass. I entertain cutting my wrists with it. But I wouldn't bleed. I have nothing left to give. A black heart with a blacker soul. I've released my fears I have no more

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[anonymous]

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[gant_boy]

Yes, well if only they would have their way with me..

[anonymous]

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[gant_boy]

ahhh perhaps. Or I'm just a bit randy.

[piks_angel]

I don't know how she will feel reading it, it's a mix of emotions.

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[gant_boy]

it is because I was feeling them all so strongly.

[mara_jade3]

I can't say this didn't make me sad when I read this. I don't really know what to say. I know that you miss me and that you love me, and I would love more than anything to be with you and to make it all better for you, but you are the one that feels it is best this way. There is nothing I can do, but sit right here and try to reach for you. I hope you feel better later. I'm sure you will.

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[gant_boy]

are you avoiding me online?

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[mara_jade3]

No, I am at Nicole's house right now.

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[gant_boy]

I see, well I've missed speaking to you. However I would find it hard to find the right words to say.

[april_chantia]

if I can ever be there for you.. you know that I am.. I love all of you people and you mean the world to me.. thank you for everything you have done... the debt that I owe each one of you for your friendship shall never be repaid.

[gant_boy]

a friendship is never a debt.

[april_chantia]

*smiles* hello lurker. Then what shall I call it? For I owe all of you what I can not repay

[snapesvixen]

you have a way with words that touch me, move me. I suppose I envy you that in a small way.

We've really just met, but I hope you know that I'm here if you need/want to talk.

[gant_boy]

I'm glad my words can move you in the way intended.
I have a great support in my friends...I have great release in my journal.