I dedicate this to Chris because it reminds me of him. :) I love you, Baby ( Read more... )

Okay, I found the gayest website! I mean horrid. I was bored. Very bored. So I typed in fun.com. I was introduced to this:

At this web site we offer information related to fun. As well as information related to fun, you can view the best web sites concerning entertainment, game and entertainment. This makes fun.com the most definitive directory ( Read more... )

I hate to say it, but I just heard something from the TV that got through to me. It came from a show that Brie was watching, which I can't stand. Dawson's Creek. Yeah, sad, isn't it? The girl said something like, "Let go of your anger, otherwise one day you're going to wake up from it and the person that you love is going to be gone." Made me think ( Read more... )

Okay, well. I am really sleepy and very relaxed because I took an Ativan today. lol I got tired of feeling stressed out because I'm not finding work so I took one. I don't have a worry at all right now and I see pretty clouds and kittens frolicking through the daisies. Okay maybe not the kitten, or cloud thing, but I feel good. :) hehe ( Read more... )

Hello again, Dear Journal. hehe I'm in a good mood. I'm talking to two of my best friends, Erica and Shalz. Erica's been telling me about her boyfriend. I hope she's really happy, she seems like it. :) I hate seeing her depressed ( Read more... )

You know, I feel good right now. I can't really describe it, but I feel content. I feel happy even. I'd like to apologize to my friends, especially Mikael for my little episode last night. I was stupid. I'll admit it and I'm sorry, Chris, as well. It wasn't right of me to do that and it has been a long time, I should let it go. And right now I feel ( Read more... )

Okay, call me stupid. I really am. Why did I do it? Plain and simple curiousity, well now I'm about to have a flipping anxiety attack over it! No words can describe how I'm feeling, but it just plain hurts. I made the mistake of reading the comments in someone's journal. I know I shouldn't have, but I wondered what it was that could be making him ( Read more... )

Well, I went out looking for a job again today. I applied at an employment agency. I don't know what to do. I can't seem to find anything. I'm going to go around and look tomorrow. I kinda feel like just giving up and moving back with my parents. I mean, I wouldn't have to worry about a stupid job then, right? I just don't know what I want to do. ( Read more... )

YAY! I have GREAT news! I contacted an editor about her proofreading and coaching me through my book and she liked what I had and is going to work with me! I'm SOOOOO happy! You have no idea!! I can't stop smiling about it and bouncing around. I even hugged my mother I was so excited! :D I can't believe it. Soon I will be sending it in to an agent ( Read more... )

Alex! I'm... I'm a penguin!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!