desceptions

[gant_boy]

I've suddenly become flooded with emotion. I've been on the verge of tears that fail to come to me for days...It's really accumulative due to a number of factors. But generally I hide my feelings well. I don't open myself up to be felt by others. I don't allow them in to hurt me. There are those rare few that I have let in. Those whom I call friend

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[bloomin_orli]

Friendship is most important. No matter how high that wall gets built, I'll scale it. That may come off as pansyass, but I don't care. A good true friend who looks at a person for the person, is hard to find (you know I know this all too well), and when you find that kind of friend, you'll overcome anything. I know a thing or two about walls, and defences, so just know mate, that anytime you want to shoot the shit or just have a beer and a fag, let me know.
I'll say the same thing to you that you've said to me recently. While I may not talk to you regularly, you're always in my thoughts (well you didn't say that exactly but I'm getting to that part), and I never have a problem talking to you. Some annoy me yes. Annoy the ever loving piss out of me, but not you. I'm always up for some good chat where you are concerned. I just wish there were more of it. So when you see me online, or even if you don't just know that I'm always kicking around. There are ways to get in touch with me.

[gant_boy]

I am at right of writing you another novel. I'm glad to know I have a friend like you. How strange it must be for me to be calling you my best friend when we haven't known one another for long, but I feel the connection. Ok rather cutting this short, thank you...

[bloomin_orli]

I got tired of the long ass novel comments as well. And short time or no, it clicked. Anyroad, I'm off now. OR was the getting off..anyroad. HAH!

[gant_boy]

fingers..get..tired...very...quickly..and..brain..is ...shot!

hi

[myparis_shoes19]

I"m sorry that your feeling soo much pain and hurtfulness...

Re: hi

[gant_boy]

Thank you darling, it is appreciated that you care.

[_thegood_girl_]

*hugs*

I'm sorry you're feeling down. I want you to know that if there is anything you need to talk about, I'll be here, regardless of whether I have an away message up or not, haha. I've only known you a few months but consider you a good friend...I figured I should tell you that. Talk to you later.

Kim

[gant_boy]

that means alot Kim, I think of you as a friend too, and I know you are theer for me.

[mara_jade3]

Always know that I am there for you too, even though you seem to not like me to be. I feel pushed away from you a lot. I hope that one day you'll let me in again. I miss it. I wish I could take away all the pain that you have. I really do. I hate to see you hurting so much, especially when I don't really know what it is that is bothering you. *hugs*

[gant_boy]

I can't comment to this right now but I will. I posted agian.

[snapesvixen]

I've read and reread this and I'm still trying to figure out what to say. Maybe nothing really needs to be said at all, since you already know.

I don't scale walls, I slip through the small cracks and wait patiently to be noticed. *small smile* I'm here for you whenever you need me.

[gant_boy]

you've been there for me an that's enough. thank you.