Can't believe it's been almost a month since I updated this. How do you sum up a month in a short time, especially the month that I've just had? It's like trying to summarize I, Robot in one sentence. Can't be done and have done it justice. Not that this month has anything to do with justice, cosmic or otherwise, but that's beside the point.

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 It's been such a busy couple of weeks that I've totally forgotten to post in this. Luckily, in my state of recovery, I have plenty of time on my hands to catch up. So, on we go.

Christmas this year was, admittedly, much better than I anticipated. I dread Christmas time because of the stress involved. A family divided makes all holidays strenuous, ( Read more... )

Sleep... What a novel concept that is these days. I haven't truly slept well in at least five days. I think being sick twisted my sleep pattern into something unrecognizable as human behavior. Maybe pulling an all-nighter is the answer ( Read more... )

This is driving me insane. I need to be better. I need to be cured of this thrice-damned flu. I'm sick to death of looking at the walls of my room, of coughing to the point where I feel like I'm going to throw up, and feeling incredibly weak.

I MUST get better. IMMEDIATELY.

For some reason, this song is stuck in my head right now:

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I have limits.

This is probably the most difficult thing about myself that I've ever had to admit. I have to come to terms with the fact that I cannot give infinitely, and have to be selfish to a degree to keep my sanity. The way that I have been up to this point has been that I have been everybody's source of advice, their place to vent, and their ( Read more... )

The ocean.

It might just be the single greatest love of my life. That may sound odd to some people, but I know there are at least a few people out there who agree with me. It is the single most beautiful thing that I've ever seen in my life, and I have loved since before I was old enough to know what love is. It is like a primordial connection with ( Read more... )