Today sucked (sucks) long and hard. Somewhere among the three hours of sleep and the parade of coffee and cigarettes that have come to constitute my diet I think I lost bits of my mind. I hope it wasn't anything important.

"A slow sort of country!" said the Queen. "Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!"

-Lewis Carroll, "Through the Looking Glass"

Serious identity issues here. Actually, the idea of having a single identity seems so distant and elusive that I doubt I'll ever achieve it. If I acted like I felt a lot of the time I'd look crazy, but I'm not sure that this is unusual ( Read more... )

Of course, this journal is only known to one person. This is fine by me; I don't want any of my Cornell friends to read this. They wouldn't understand anyway ( Read more... )