I totally wrote a big long update... then accidently hit back and it was all lost... muther fucker!

Fuck it i'll do it another time.

I had the best few days. It included sex, showers, baths, flogging molly, gypsy punk, almost dying, getting lost lots, a pier, overplayed sublime, love, the loss of 6 lbs, sweat, switching clothes, a new nick name, a crying jen at 2am, and mister feel good... :) It was awesome. Im too happy to update at the moment... Oh i dyed my hair... Its sweet.

Good bye my friend... Im not strong enough to keep you. I just dont wan tit anymore... I thought we would get over this, but i cant. Not when it feels liek you do things on purpose. Not when you pop up everywhere i think im safe, only to throw it back in my face for the hundreth time. Im sick of it. Good bye my friend. I'll always remember the good ( Read more... )

Yeah i gained 9 lbs since dating JOey... Ive only puked like 10 times ( Read more... )

Im feeling a little better now. I was sick and pukey the second half of the day...medicine and a nap helped... My ears are now at a 6g. its staying that way for awhile/month or so. See i'm dyong my hair Blue with pink tomorrow, and i bought pink earings to match... it'll be kick ass, i know. I fucking wanna sleep. but i cannot. Im semi-tired, but ( Read more... )

Please take it all away. All this pain and jealousy. I want to look at him, remember the good times and see just a friend. I'm tired of thinking about it. About him, the lost relationship that gets thrown back in my face every time i see him, read about her, here about him liking her. If he likes her please let him forget me. Im sick to death of ( Read more... )

Poopy moods... Shitty shitty dreams. Up to 13! sweet. Was really really sore. Did the other thing... Liked it. Ordered my hair dye. Im sitting here bored, i just updated my Live Journal... I dont want to repeat things, so go there and read if youd like. For some reason i thought about kitty while i was at work today... Like i never know we had ( Read more... )

So i realixed things have been new, and i dodnt remember to mention them. Im streaching my ears. right now their at a 10, i think i'll go to as big as i can without hittig 0 (the point of no return). Im dying my hair as soon as the pink comes in. Im going see flogging molly on the 11 with my homies. Its gonna rock. On the way down im stopping my TR ( Read more... )

12 fucking times ( Read more... )

Today started shitty, just letting you know, im not gonna go into details because i dont care anymore. But lets just say i was ready to lock myself in my room and become a hermot for the next week. The i realized... its muther fucking sunday. two weeks is over! Woo! so i let all the stress filter away. and went about my day. Then at 7:25 i met joey ( Read more... )