Bedouin Soundclash puts me in the best mood. Like life feels beautiful. Thats it. Just beautiful. Like all i want to do it lay in Joeys arms and be. Its sounds too nice ( Read more... )

I'm on the rocky road, heading down off the mountain slope ( Read more... )

Letting go is so hard. Matt likes lynda. This kind of scares me. How i thought we'd be together forever, he 'knew' im the perfect girl for him, no one else could compair. But aparently lynda can compair. I hate this, i love joey. I love love love him. And its differant from the matt and i love. Closer. But its still hard letting go. i need lots of ( Read more... )

So i was talking to matt on the phone. He mentioned hanging out with lynda, and it was so much fun. I felt jealous, then had to go, the baby was crying. Thought about it. My mind bounced from, does he like her? to why should i care? and to various other thoughts then finally to the conclusion: i need to get over the initial shock of matt and ( Read more... )

It sucks that i hurt joey. I never wantd to. But i still have him and i guess thats all that matters; i love him, he loves me. I was so petrified of loosing him. Hes all i think about. I even have our picture next to my bed; its the one from when he snuck out and we went to a boat landing and had sex for like 2 hours and then we layed under the ( Read more... )

60 seconds ago, everything felt good. Warped tour was fun...I was excited to see joey, ive been missing him so bad ( Read more... )

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I feel like im drowning. Ive got way to much shit happening ( Read more... )

I havent heard from joey... I think he got his phone taken away. Last time i saw him was when i picked him up at 1am the other day... This sucks, i really need to talk to him about everything ( Read more... )

I went driving last night. Told my mom i was going to misty's, ended up sleeping at a boat landing. Another night, no luck finding anything. Oh well. Im bored, but i refuse to drive anywhere until i get my oil changed, so til tomorrow. If anyone wants to visit, stop by mutha f-a.