the best way to get to my heart is to call me darlin

[gardenoflillies]

An intellegent (asshole) once told me that the people who seem to have it all, have the most problems. Last night my friend told me everything about me that I had wanted everyone to see. He told me how strong I was. He said I was firm in my views and oppinions and didn't give a fuck what others thought. He said I was his hero. I asked how can I

Comments

[karateporkchop]

I dont know anyone that is content with themselves. Maybe you being strong isnt good enough for you so you dont notice it. Constantly trying to make yourself better?? You are strong, its rare you find a conversation with someone that actually has decent opinions

[merachel]

it's kind of like that one book sloppy first...and better then running at night. they are both really good books.

[gardenoflillies]

Yes, I fell in love with them. Every high school girl should read them. It should be required reading like 17 and horescopes. hahaha

[merachel]

word word on that one sista

[tornbitsofflesh]

i would have words for thought right now..

but yeah being sick.. can't think too straight..

to me that sort of sounds like an ocd thing.. but w/ your self image.... constantly trying to make the other perceive you a certain way and you keep pushing and pushing yourself until it happens.. putting a lot of stress on you..

and how would i know this? i'm ocd myself.. and whenever it's really high for me a day or sumthing..i have a hell of a time doing anything.. b/c i'll keep doing things over and over until i feel it's good enough... which overall.. it will never be good enough b/c i'll end up getting stressed out over it and frustrated...

i guess what i could say.. is just take a breather and relax.