I'm having to do a research paper on Greenpeace. Theres so many things involved in Greenpeace I could write about. I think I will write about Global Warming and how government paid scientist do not take it into consideration as being a natural disaster. They also do not think we, as an over-populated world is causing the rises in CO2 in the air. I ( Read more... )

You would think with as many of the same senarios I have gone through, I would learn from them and quit putting myself in them. And that I would quit doing the same things once that senario has played out. when you go through shit, it is suppose to make you stronger. i feel weakened. I don't smoke anymore, yet my head still feels clouded. I was ( Read more... )

So I lost the one I loved for one I use to like. And I found out I had lost the one I really like a year ago for a douche I didn't even like. I also lost a best friend for the douche a year ago. My heart is broken. I can't feel it beating anymore. I will never love again. Truely love. And now I know, no guy will ever truely love me. Its ok, though ( Read more... )

Tomorrow's Thanksgiving. What are you thankful for? I'm thankful for family, friends, my dude, Sophia, Bob, and black olives ( Read more... )

My heart strings are being pulled deeper and deeper into the lion's den. They are closer and closer to complete and utter distruction.

P.s. My volvo is swell and I'm stoked to be driving and have the freedom to do whatever the fuck I want.

I left my stuff in my friend Marshall's dorm room. The door to his dorm is unlocked, but the door to the building can only be acsessed by a card and password. Marshall's gone to tutor. I left my phone at home. At least it'll be fully charged for the rest of the day. I was going to go work out. But I'm not motivated to. I did go up 7 flights of ( Read more... )

An intellegent (asshole) once told me that the people who seem to have it all, have the most problems. Last night my friend told me everything about me that I had wanted everyone to see. He told me how strong I was. He said I was firm in my views and oppinions and didn't give a fuck what others thought. He said I was his hero. I asked how can I ( Read more... )

SO, he told me he couldn't be with anyone that would bring him down in anyway. He said he had to much going for him. This was after I told him I was depressed and vulnerable and I should have informed him on this matter before we had started talking. I thought I was passed a lot of issues. I thought I could move on and open my heart up a little and ( Read more... )

You may think I am lame, but yesterday was the first time I have been on a boat on the water. I met this guy named Nathan at the Sitel Picnic yesterday. He gave me some wonderful crown. After the picnic, we went on an awesome boat ride with his friends. We were able to go tubing also. It was so much fun. I want to buy a boat now. I hope the ( Read more... )

I have no time to talk my friends. I feel like I'm pulling away, but I don't mean to. I really don't. I miss seeing everyone everyday. I miss getting krunk with my krunk friends. I don't have time for anyone. I haven't really met any knew people at ASU. Two guy friends and two girl friends. I don't really want to meet anyone new. They'll just ( Read more... )