The results of lust not love

[gardenoflillies]

So I lost the one I loved for one I use to like. And I found out I had lost the one I really like a year ago for a douche I didn't even like. I also lost a best friend for the douche a year ago. My heart is broken. I can't feel it beating anymore. I will never love again. Truely love. And now I know, no guy will ever truely love me. Its ok, though

Comments

[merachel]

hey you, i read this. make sure you call like you said you would!!! I LOVE YOU!

[gardenoflillies]

Don't worry babycakes! I called. :)

[tlmermaidlives]

If I am the bitch you are referring to, then you are wrong. Completely, utterly, beyond a shadow of a doubt, dead WRONG. I may be a bitch, but if you truly believe that I am happy because he broke your heart, then you don't even know me.

I loved you before, I loved you during, and I will love you now that he has severed your heart for the second time. I will not lie to you; I don't see our relationship ever being what it once was, but I am still your friend. Every day, years ago, when I was in the darkest pit of despair, you would pull me up as best you could. Although you have cast me back down in many respects, some loyalty and love for you still remains. You make mistakes. I make mistakes. C'est la vie. But learn from what life has thrown at you. & don't do it for me or for Bob or for your mom or for Herbie or for George Bush. Do it for yourself