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"Now that we're here, it's so far away, all the struggle we thought was in vain..."
I'm not actually sure when it all started... I guess it must've been with the first encounter with video games. I can't explain it why, I just knew - these things weren't just for playing, they were also for making. And I wanted to know how.
Then came the 90s, and I consumed video games more than anyone I knew in my peer group. Magazines started to ( Read more... ) -
"Thrilling you all with my tales not real"
There haven't been many posts here for the last few months, and I doubt this'll change sooner or later. The reason for this is relatively simple: I kept this journal to be able to express things into the wild without having second thoughts about people's perception - after all, I wasn't advertising it, so I flew under the radar, but it was still ( Read more... ) -
"I want to Play-Doh waveforms in the hideaway, I want to get on with getting on with things"
I sometimes tend to believe too much in apophenia, especially when it comes to simultaneous events that happen in my peripheral vision. Maybe it's a result of the whole upbringing thing where I was told everything had a reason and so on ( Read more... ) -
"Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains."
This bothers me probably a lot more than it should, but God fucking dammit, Robin ( Read more... ) -
"Have I told you the definition of insanity?"
There's something to be said about the initial excitement of a new project, but at this point I think I recognize the pattern ( Read more... ) -
"Induced, reduced, unable and afraid..."
So yesterday I felt relatively inspired compared to the last six months, and decided to noodle around a bit with Reaper, something I haven't done for a really long time now ( Read more... ) -
"Anything less than the best is a felony"
Yet another Easter, yet another trip to Germany ( Read more... ) -
"I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind..."
I'm not a hundred percent sure why I'm writing this down, but I think I'm starting to see things recur often enough that I think they warrant a throughout analysis, and who knows, maybe somewhere down the line it even helps ( Read more... ) -
"And if I only could make a deal with God..."
There's no two ways to put this: the last month or so went through me like a steamroller ( Read more... ) -
"Our light induced image of truth, filtered, blank of its substance..."
Today I watched in horror as BoyC, sitting at his work computer (Phenom II X6 + GeForce GTX 560 + 8GB RAM) looked through the Flashback releases on Pouet, then proceeded to watch some of them. Through YouTube. In 360p ( Read more... )