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[gargirl]

I can't get my mind around this. I can't. I just want to die. It's not true and it can't be true. I can't deal with this I just fucking can't. It isn't true and I need some one to make it not be true

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[moon_goddess]

Oh god, sweetie, I am sooooo sorry! OMG... I don't know what to say... this just so sucks!!! I feel so bad for you! I know there are no words that can help heal the hurt... Just know I'm thinking about you, Bill, and the kids... *love and hugs*

[gargirl]

Thank you Kelli. It really means a lot to me to know you are thinking of us. I love you.

[gargirl]

I know. She went through so much with the stroke and her knees and her back. She was depressed because she couldn't do what she used to do all the baking and such. I am trying to be glad that my Grandparents do not have to deal with continuing to deteriorate. They will never suffer the indignity of a nursing home, they would have hated that. :(

I love you Sweetie.

[gargirl]

Thanks Kiten. It helps to know you are thinking of us.

[shaharazad]

I am so sorry.

[gargirl]

Thank you for your kind thoughts.

[dwaallicht]

Oh hon. *long tight hug* I am so so sorry. I know how much your gramma means to you. *HUG* Hang in there, hon. Remember to breathe, and just hang in there. Wish I could be there to hold you.

[gargirl]

I can't believe they are gone. Just like that. I was our Christmas shopping. I just bought my Grampa a book, I was picking something out for Zaak and then I was going next door to shop for something cute for my Gramma, and then Bill's cell phone rang and it was my mom, and nothing was ok anymore. I think I was yelling or crying in the middle of the gaming store. Then we came home and my Sister called and then I started drinking. It's so surreal, it can't be true, but it is true.

Thank you Sweetie, for thinking of us now, it really does help.