its been tough... it still is tough.. i need to do something....

i lose my friends...
thats the end of me..
just letting u know.....

when am i gonna get my break?
when am i gonna be ok?
when am i gonna finally be happy?

Somewhere there's speaking ( Read more... )

ok, my last entry needs a little explaining. im lonely. i said it. i miss love. i miss the feeling. its really the best thing in the world when u have it. nothing can beat it. nothing at all. but when it is gone... it feels like someone just stabbed u. u go through a sort of withdraw. u cant function the way u could before. cause u got a taste of ( Read more... )

checklist:
find anything/anyone that can finally make me happy and do anything to make that happen..

i took one for the team and swallowed a bug.

I finally figured it out. I finally know why I am so insecure and worried that I am gonna lose everyone. I have abandonment issues. It all goes back to my dad. He left me, never even makes an attempt to see me, if my own father can do it, my own blood, then how can i trust that everyone won't do the same. It happened again, i was in love, ( Read more... )

huh.. wat to do?

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it sworms..
i dont have one kiss for happiness..