ok so recently gary has been hurting my feelings more and more. like today he told me i was a pain in the ass. all i wanted to do was cry. i didn't mean to upset him but shit happens. but lately i feel that i just can't please him like i used to. im really woried cuz i love him with all my heart and i don't want to lose him if i did i would kill ( Read more... )

ok so i have a new car. its a hyundai elantra and its all mine. my grandmother is under the impresion that i need to be " grovaling on my knees" to thank them. hey i payed 900 and you payed the rest. yeah im greatful. second grandpa is paying for my insurence for one year and yes im greatful but i am NOT under any cercomstance going to go up to ( Read more... )

omg so today we went job shadowing at TGI Fridays and i have to say it was ok, not exactically fun but it was better than i expected it to be ( Read more... )

omg omg omg omg omg omgo omg omg omg ITS FUCKING CHRISTMAS!!!!! HELL YEAH. GOT A NEW FUCKING BRA THATS LIKE SO TOTALY GREAT!!!!

ok everyone knows that when you graduate high school the kids you hung out with or hated or hated you you never really see again. this year i began to loose friends, as i usually do because of something stupid that just happens to fall out of my mouth ( Read more... )

hey everyone, sorry its been so long sice i have posted. i have been really busy ( Read more... )

hey, first day of school. bad as usual. the only difference is im a SENIOR!!! i have A-luunch and no one else i know does. i am in a class of 33 me making 34 for 4th hour and i have NO desk ( Read more... )

back from vaca. it was a trip i will NEVER forget. i'll write about it later. picking up my schedual thursady and gary'll be back friday! YAY!!!

hey everyone, gary left for UNO this morning. he stopped by and i cryed like a baby. i wasn't the only one., he cryed too. i really miss him and im worried about us. i know its gonna be hard but in the long run i think it will help us become closer. he will be back sept.2nd thru the 5th then again the 16th thru the 19th. i miss him and im gonna cry ( Read more... )

hey well the news is i have gotten my tonsuls out. i got them out at 8:45 thursady july 28th 2005. i arrived at the hospital at 6:30 and went home by 12:30. my throat is still a little soar but i am doing better. i am now able to eat a little at a time and can talk easyer. i still got a week and a half of recovery to go but i'll be ok ( Read more... )