the past five years have been a total waste of my life. my options, such as they are now, are so limited that they could be considered nonexistent. sure, i've always been too poor, too sick, too nonconformist to do much of anything with myself. but there were things i could do. now i'm just too old. people looked at me strange not having a resume ( Read more... )

"and i just want to say...
keep your smile on your face,
and stay out of a ferrari
or any small italian car.
stay out of them.
and i want to tell you,
that it's been a wonderful 2000 years
and you've been a wonderful civilization
and it's been a thrill living for 2000 years,
and eat a nectarine
it's the best fruit ever made."

- the 2000 year old

“As I bit into the nectarine, it had a crisp juiciness about it that was very pleasurable - until I realized it wasn't a nectarine at all, but a human head.”

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from the university of pittsburg

cant get far enough away from here

"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself ( Read more... )

"Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back."

- Eve Ensler

{ It may sound counterintuitive, but people who spend more of their day having deep discussions and less time engaging in small talk seem to be happier, said Matthias Mehl, a psychologist at the University of Arizona who published a study on the subject ( Read more... )

“Trauma-based mind control programming can be defined as systematic torture that blocks the victim’s capacity for conscious processing (through pain, terror, drugs, illusion, sensory deprivation, sensory over-stimulation, oxygen deprivation, cold, heat, spinning, brain stimulation, and often, near-death), and then employs suggestion and/or ( Read more... )