hey, why don't you post another fucking picture of yourself. cause that's art and you're beautiful. try actually expressing something. i am unbelieveably feed up. i don't love. i don't hate. i numb. yes-numb has become a verb for me. anyone want coffee and ciggs cause that's all i've got to offer right now. that and a pretty rightious ( Read more... )

so stressed. two photo projects due on tues. work all day today. bright eyes tommorow means no bio test for me. i am beyond excited about this show. beyond. i didn't have time to shower today...or yesterday.. I'm gonna be up allllll night.

i'm going on a date tonight...sort of the reverse order of things. i am sad about bayside. i want to curl up and sleep, come listen to radiohead with me-we'll wait for the night to come and huddle under blankets because my broken window is letting in the draft. (don't ever break your window with your stereo). apparently i'm up too late for a ( Read more... )

i want this to be a post-sushi pessimistic rant on why i am where i am emotionally right now YET i am tooo confused. if i could figure out exactly what i wanted or what i don't want (even enough to just write it out) I'd be set, but instead i just drift aimlessly back and forth depending on the hour or day or certain interactions with certain ( Read more... )

things are pretty sketchy right now. i'm dating again though i'm not sure if i want to. I meet and befriend maybe 2 people a day (i'm talking we end up hanging out and whatnot) which is great but i'm having trouble finding the time to really get to know anyone. i miss having somebody superclose in a platonic sense. i'm busy though so i've not ( Read more... )

somebody start loving me....NOW!
things are good.

my roomates are fucking amazing. our house is epic. party this weekend. friday. skate denver tonight. i love my new camera. i'm never dating again. and uh...i guess that's it.

happy.
i am sooo
happy.
this is definately a change for me.

i am as happy as i'll ever be. just lovin' life and excited for my birthday tommorow and my birthday party on friday. things are great and the worst thing that's happened today is cooper chewed up my volcolm jeans-meh. our house is awesome. my roommates rock. and school is enjoyable and challenging. work is good-got a promotion to be assistant ( Read more... )

yeah. fucked myself up skating yesterday, then ended "fling" with unavalible guy, drank beer watched the new ski movie, went home and cried. amen called in the middle of the night-love that kid.