For 2 nights now I've had weird dreams about a group called "Children of the Star". In the dream they hate me for some reason. I don't understand it but they always want to twart my efforts to do certain things. Good things, though they seem to hate the metaphysical aspect of what I do. These are things I haven't done...yet ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've written on here. To be honest, life has been hectic. There are a lot of mundane changes happening and I just haven't been able to focus on the spiritual side of things ( Read more... )

C is on the phone with me right now. Turns out that the work we did really opened her up which is great because that's what was needed ( Read more... )

On Beltaine (Friday) C came over for the weekend. Yesterday we went to a Beltaine celebration. The interesting thing happened Friday night though ( Read more... )

I know what it takes to become an enlightened being and I feel that in this life it's one of the paths I'm meant to walk. I've done some of what is needed but I need to do more ( Read more... )

I've been looking at the symbol I made last night. I kept on feeling that the symbols that formed from the 4 circles...the part that A said looks like lotus petals...has significance. If I were to make a charm, to put on a necklace or something, then this would be it. Something more simple to represent the larger symbol.


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I talked with A tonight about the symbol. It was an interesting conversation. I wish, not for the first time, that we lived near eachother still.

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This is the symbol I've had visions about. Now I just have to wonder the meaning behind it.


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I felt aggitated this morning. I'm not sure where it came from. I just needed to get out of the house. I was going to go to the marina I used to meditate at but decided against that. I'm low on gas and it's not all that close. So I went to the park down the road. It's a HUGE park and very beautiful ( Read more... )

I know that finding balance is on the path to enlightenment but to be honest I was never sure what that meant. Afterall, good and evil balance eachother out. Did that mean we must have both good and evil within us? And what does that mean? Does it mean that we do good and bad things? Or is balance having those things within us but having the ( Read more... )