I just got back from the hospital. I'm so confused. I was sure my grandfather wouldn't live to see the weekend. Today when I looked at him he was very much alive. Bodily speaking anyway. Spiritually was another matter ( Read more... )

Yesterday I kept on thinking, "Grandpa will make it through the surgery but he won't live to see the weekend ( Read more... )

There are some days where I just really wonder what it is I'm supposed to do. Why can I sense things I don't want to sense?? Why do I know things I don't want to know? I mean really. Sometimes I wish I was blissfully ignorant. Not all the time, mind you. Just during those times where it really hurts ( Read more... )

The attacks I've endured, the people I've met, the places I've lived, the things I've done.... Everything that happens to a person leaves a piece of itself buried deep within you. Usually a person can clean themselves of such things. Either through showering (does more than clean the body) or through more magical means ( Read more... )

I've been moving past a lot of my fears lately. The result was a feeling of peace. This morning however I woke up in a bad mood and haven't felt very peaceful ( Read more... )

I’m not fully sure what I was shown tonight. But I am pretty sure what happened to me ( Read more... )

I was just sitting here with Frankie when I felt sort of strange. My body vibrated softly and then I started to hear a man’s voice. Very low, very deep. I’m not sure who or what it was. It felt neither good or evil. Negative or Positive. It was it’s own true entity made up of something purely magical. Purely neutral. As connected to the ( Read more... )

Fear. When you're involved in the metaphysics fear can be a dangerous weapon. Causing another being to fear can cause that being a lot of damage. It clouds your sight so you see enemies everywhere. It blocks your intuition so you feel cut off from the Divine. It can create a prison around you ( Read more... )

I wrote this in a community a friend told me about. There seem to be so many there who are a lot like me. I haven't found any gatekeepers or anything. The community there is mostly empaths. But I did find people who also feel something is coming. Not to surprising as something is always coming. But I figured maybe I could reach people there ( Read more... )

I wrote a letter to C, N, and M. I've been trying to talk to them for a while about what I've been seeing lately as it does involve them too. But every time I begin to I find myself stopping, unable to continue. Sometimes it's because the conversation takes a turn. Sometimes it's because I feel silly talking about this stuff, even with people I ( Read more... )