I feel soo hollow right now, its killing me, on the brighter side though im loving my new haircut...

AHHHHH!! Last night....i had the sweetest dream... but it made me cry, its wierd, i dreamt that i had a son, and we were colouring in this cute little table... i was dressed up ready to go work (in a black chef jacket!) and when the little boy saw the door open he yelled mommy! and i smiled and saw.... none other than...Sylvia...and i woke up like ( Read more... )

i just got home from a night out in the city ( i love eating at the sausage factory!)... I soo dreaded the thought of leaving the penninsula, the east bay is starting to make me sick, its too quite and the city sleeps.. .while i lay awake in my bed thinking about this damn woman who has yet to call me, i would soo call her but totally lost her ( Read more... )

i just got home from a night out in the city... I soo dreaded the thought of leaving the penninsula, the east bay is starting to make me sick, its too quite and the city sleeps.. .while i lay awake in my bed thinking about this damn woman who has yet to call me, i would soo call her but totally lost her number....ugh..what makes it worst is that i ( Read more... )

i want to paint this shit black!