is the isolation lifted ( Read more... )

It's that at times like these I don't know why i'm so uneasy. and it is a lie when i lead myself to believe that everything is so clear. ambiguousness has taken its hold, all concepts vague... that experience of reality? some would say its all in my head, but those 'some' are also ones to say that nothing is real, so we can never know?. Like a ( Read more... )

What does a cloud bring to mind, as the sun sets behind ( Read more... )

I see a red door and I want it painted black ( Read more... )

today i have began to purge myself of the self indulgence which i tortured myself with last week. the sun is setting and the days grow longer. i'll write to myself until i can no longer see what i am writing. then i shall never run out of things to say. finding solice in the spirituality of saint john of the cross. he is quickly becoming one of my ( Read more... )

its quite nice outside today. granted that i have only stuck my head out of the tiny square in the basement window, and noticed that the sun was shining through the glass block. a bike ride is in order for today. yesterday i got the confidence to start writing again. maybe not the confidence... more so the taste. in part it is due to giving up the ( Read more... )

a gem is a useless stone to those who do not know its value.
compact with all good fortune, it remains...
waiting,
to be uncovered...
like a well so deep
it never runs dry.
discover its worth.

it was only one day, only one time, that i did this... but i had to. the bound leaflets sitting wide open on the desk, brought instant intrigue when i laid my eyes on them. i made my way to the other side of the room. quietly, of course... after all, its quite natural to be apprehensive when you dont know what the outcome of your actions will be ( ( Read more... )

April 20, 2002 ( Read more... )

because of you i no longer suffer, but bear a much different, and noble burden now ( Read more... )