But why is it that "truth gives birth to hatred"? Why does your servant who preaches the truth incur enmity in spit of the fact that people love the happy life which simply is joy in truth? It is because truth is loved in such a way that those who love something else would like to believe that what they love is the truth, and because they would not ( Read more... )

complete insanity seized the past few days, being held in suspended amimation. each second seemed to last an eternity. work felt like play. play felt like torture, and life (as i know it) became a paradox, making it all the more clearer that there is so much more outside the bubble that confines my thoughts to its own limited experience ( Read more... )

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A place where i can turn to, where i am assured that someone will listen. after all, who is a better listener about topics related to me, than myself? The inner dialogue can be revealed, without consideration, or threat, to self image. one minute aspect of the illusion that i am attempting to overcome. - self image has to be a hinderance to true ( Read more... )

5 and a half hours of skiing... can't beat that. :-)

i dont pray anymore because i feel i have to.
i pray because thats the only thing i have left.

its been awhile since i have written anything down, both in live journal, and in my actual journal. This is because, although i have experienced and thought much, which has given me a ton to write about, the feeling of necessity to document these experiences was missing. i write in hopes that someone else will relate to these expressions... so that ( Read more... )

Where was I? I was immersed in darkness. My eyes seemed to adjust, and I could see clearly even though there was no light. The darkness continued in all directions and seemed to have no end, but it wasn't just blackness, it was an endless void, an absence of light. It was completely enveloping ( Read more... )

looking at your picture.
you've carved out everything that makes you human
and replaced it with emptyness.
it must be a cold existence
to know that you have chosen to dwell in hellish realms.
how was i supposed to know that every word you speak
is tainted with poison?
fuck you.
i hope you drown in your self made ocean of lies.

why can i not find it in my heart to love you?
its all i really want.
Krishna.