as i attempt to make a connection ( Read more... )

hoping this torment will not be in vain, i plea...
sitting here with an empty heart,
to fill it with truth.
and i promise to accept it with my everything.
i promise not to fail you any longer.
i promise not to give up trying.

times shared. tears shed.
bonds made and broken, in a few years breath.
the currents of time etch the story in stone,
we continue to drift down the river.
alone.
proof lies in photographs, what we once held.
sand in an hourglass...
slip through our hands

meditate, with wide open eyes ( Read more... )

this morning i had such motivation to write.
now that it is evening, the fire has died down.
althoughi do feel it's important to say somethingin hopes that it will help me to overcome writers block ( Read more... )

lord, make me an insturment of thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love, where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy.

o divine master, grant that i may not so much seek to be consoled as to consol; to be understood as to ( Read more... )

i am deficient in so many ways ( Read more... )

got out of bed at 7:45, after lying awake for 2 hours and 15 minutes. listening to the roomates start their day, as i tried to peice together how my dreams apply to real life. is there some deeper meaning behind it? well i will never know now, cos i forgot what happened. all i can remember is the sillouette - its form... lacking any features. but ( Read more... )

december third, two thousand and one years ( Read more... )

working on internal matters in a solitary setting gave me the opportunity to face aspects of my persona that may have taken years to overcome had i been submersed in association. it would have been very easy to replace one social setting with another. i am grateful to have avoided that, however the dark aspect of solitary life produced unwanted ( Read more... )