life before 17 was much different than it is now ( Read more... )

i have so much to say right now ( Read more... )

my mind never seems to rest anymore. in sleeping i find my mind wide awake... contemplating, in my own dreams. like looking in in a mirror, captivated by the infinite reflection from the mirror behind. i question sometimes whether this habit developed from constant analyzation of nearly every instance that i experience... one day i must have ( Read more... )

the words to explain what is on my mind... in my heart, often escape me. they dissipate from my mind like a cloud of smoke, before i get the opportunity to scramble them down. the remains of each passing thought... a slight reflection of the original... a mere shadow of realization which seems to fade. and occasionally reappear. just as if someone ( Read more... )

The river was exceptionally high today, and the current was faster than normal. A full day of rain can make a lot of changes along the riverbanks. Just like a disturbed mind can be cleansed and rejuvinated by a downpour of tears ( Read more... )

the new fugazi album is badass

i rape myself of my birthright ( Read more... )

laid my head to rest with thoughts of the "he ruined my day" situation ruining my thoughts of the.wonderful exchanges that i had just a few hours prior ( Read more... )

I am a fool because i think that...

That He has to appear before me, in all his might and majesty, gloriously overwhelming all those who witness Him, as a king rides along in white horse and golden chariot... followed by His associates and servants. "I tend to wonder why God would appear in our little lives when there are so many big problems ( Read more... )

Strangely enough, when i went to get the (semi) permanent fake tooth 'installed ( Read more... )