just some thoughts...

[gawthique13]

I was just scanning through old posts of mine in lj... and I can't believe how much I actually cared for Scott... it's really odd reading about it now... oh! And also, I came across a post with this in it

Comments

lol

[darq_one]

It is funny how you used to see them/ and they saw you as friends! ..I have email/notes from phil..strange, could never go back.

Re: lol

[meoka2368]

GAH! Phil... GAH! Phil...

It's kind of annoying that just about everyone I talk to on the net knows some other guy named Phil, and they are all very different.

One's the bf of someone, one's full out gay, and ones just an ass. There are a few more, but I don't hear about them much.

Can you imagine if I started to say things like: "Yeah... I was at a party with Nicole and she just started doing so many drugs that I thought she'd OD." or "Man that Ashly girl should keep her hands in her own pants. Those other girls really didn't like the way she was acting"
I don't mean anything to you two by that, but it's kind the same thing...

I'm going to stop this demi-rant here... I don't think it's right to rant into someone else's journal. :P

Re: lol

[darq_one]

rant all you like!....just thought it would be a nice comment cause I never comment in other ppls journals..and it was not negative? . So really it wasn't the same thing! :P

Re: lol

[meoka2368]

Bah! I'm not taking offence by any of it. It's just when I open up a page, my eyes are automatically drawn to my name, and any words that are around it. I start to wonder when I did some things, until I figure out that it wasn't me :D

[meoka2368]

Umm... Who's Scott?

[gawthique13]

... ex bf... really don't wanna get into that whole deal right now... I'll tell you more next time I talk to you on msn

[meoka2368]

Yeah. No problem. I thought it was something like that, but wasn't sure.

huh?

[anonymous]

had no idea you actually cared for me, i thought the re;ationship ended because i was the only one with feelings, but you know whatever, anyhoo just wonderin why you havent emailed me in so long, cause ya should. or the brain elfs will eat your fecies BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Re: huh?

[gawthique13]

ok... what??? *blinks* I'm really confused... what?????