Seventeen, single, and really, really depressed. I'm prolly gonna be single forever, and as long as I am the way I am... i'll be depressed, too. I need to control myself more, and find a way to get more energy. I could prolly drop weight easily if I only had the energy. Not that i'm lazy... i'm just constantly drained. Like something has tapped ( Read more... )

I got to talk to Luke on the phone. I hope I didn't say anything that would offend him. I tend to say a lot of offensive shit. Like for instance. Jessie's mom said she didn't have anything againt me, she just didn't like my mouth... BULLSHIT! She has a problem with me because I'm gay! Fuck it. I play it off as a little fucking angel in front of ( Read more... )

I feel upset. Not so much upset as I am depressed. I am listening to a really good song and as much as i want to put all the lyrics here... i think it's illegle. I have so much on my mind, and I am really confused. I know who I want to be with and I'm not sure how he feels. I know exactly how I am gonna ditch my other "people" or i should really ( Read more... )

Isn't it wierd when you're not friends with you friends anymore? I just sat here and decided that I will no longer be friends with Tabby. I love her to death and I will no matter what, but I can NOT put up with her lies. She is always makin' shit up. I can't stand people who lie to me... I understand that sometimes people feel the need to lie so ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions; no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to copy this, go to your journal,and paste it, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.