Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive

I never update, mostly because no one reads this.

But I just wanted to say that I'm tired of being nice.
I'm tired of always being the one people shit on.
I'm tired of caring about people that don't give a shit about me.
Don't be surprised if I tell you to fuck off.
I'm also tired of the stupid excuses.

Sometimes you really do find love and comfort in the oddest of places.

It's April 4th. The day that MLK jr was assassinated in Memphis, TN ( Read more... )

Things I really like at the moment are as follows:
Orange juice
granny smith apples
kit kat bars
sun shining in my room in the morning
reading about Richard J Daley
the dogs licking my feet
daydreaming about winning the lotto.

I'm feeling an assload of mixed emotions right now. part of me is really upset and part of me is happy. Part of me feels like I've just been broken up with all over again while another part feels like this is the new beginning that I've been waiting for. I just don't understand. I don't understand how things like this happen. Why can't I just be ( Read more... )

I need a friend
I need advice
I need to get over it

Can anybody please tell me why it costs so freakin much to apply for a U.S. Passport?!?!?!? I just printed out the forms and it's going to cost $97 for a passport. WTF? I thought that shit was free. Why do they gotta charge money for everything?? I already pay 41 cents a stamp. Gosh. Can you cut me a break here United States of America ( Read more... )

Can anybody please tell me why it costs so freakin much to apply for a U.S. Passport?!?!?!? I just printed out the forms and it's going to cost $97 for a passport. WTF? I thought that shit was free. Why do they gotta charge money for everything?? I already pay 41 cents a stamp. Gosh. Can you cut me a break here United States of America ( Read more... )

So not much has really been going on since my last update. I want to thank everyone who took the time and gave me advice and suggestions! I really appreciate it and you really helped me a lot! I have decided to just take what I need. I will actually still have some money to pay off a some of my credit card which will help a lot ( Read more... )