Ive come to the realization that I no long want to keep my livejournal. I no longer wish to post my life and the tings I did for strangers to read. Im done with it. If you need to conntact me, then youll have my emial addy. And to the person who calls himself "lunchman" email me and tell me who you are check my userinfo

I was talking to this guy on Faceparty.com, a cutie and all who said that one of the things that he doesnt like and doesnt want to talk to any are gay guys who are fem.  Whats wrong with being fem, or rather whats wrong with talking to them?????

I dont think of myself as fem, I think im in a comfortable median acutally. There are things that I can ( Read more... )

Devil Inside

By: Utada Hikaru

Everybody wants me to be their angel
Everybody wants something they can cradle

They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn

Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside of me
Devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there ( Read more... )

The truth hurts,

make me happy.

Later in the day,

later in the night,

will you come?

No sound will testify,

no one is breathing

There is nothing more that I can do,

but go on living.

There is no cure to lonliness,

like a faithful right hand.

There is no choice but to go on,

There is no choice but to be.

Nothing takes the sting away,

like a new ( Read more... )

Im bored tonight and I dont know why. Tomorrow at school we are having a pep rally, which means Im going to try to leave early somehow. Im going to have to sneak out, but I dont really care. I think pep rallies are dumb and besides, I need to work out tomorrow. I fell asleep tonight when I should have been working out...ooooppppsss.....

I cant wait ( Read more... )

Im sitting out here on my patio, and I was so bored today. I think LJ was down or something, but Im glad its back up, I really need something to do. I want to go somewhere all the time, and I want to go out and have fun too. Im tired and bored of sitting here and not having anyone to talk to or anything to do. I think from now on I am goin to go ( Read more... )

So last night I worked from 5-6 this morning. A 13 hour shift, but I made 110 dollars in tips, not bad I wouls say. I like to work third shift, its fun and cool and different. Plus there were so many cool people that came in there. Cept for one. It was about 3 00 in the morning I guess, the time doesnt really matter. Any ways, this guy was there ( Read more... )

Little Lies by Fleetwood Mac ( Read more... )

So tonight I went to Jesse's for the evening. I love Jesse's on Friday night, its just a nice way for everyone to come together and relax with friends at the end of the week. And I think I need to spend more time over there on Friday nights because Im going to really miss them. I can remember being excited that it was Friday cause that meant that I ( Read more... )

So I was thinking today, if Barbie can have a dream home, then why can't I? So I was thinking about that and heres what I imagined.

I want a white house, and i want there to be a long stair case. Not a huge house, a good sized one. I want there to be a corridor connecting the entrance with the kitchen. In the kitchen I want steel and wooden ( Read more... )