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Edit: Warning, what follows is total stream of consciousness.  Paragraph markings, periods and other conventions of grammar have little to do with the flow of thoughts or helping to keep thoughts coherent.
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I feel the need to forgive people in my past who have wronged me and I try to live my life by trusting first.  However, I find that there are ( Read more... )

For some reason, LiveJournal is only letting me see two posts at a time and I can't go into older posts.  Does anyone know what I need to do to be able to go back and catch up with people's posts?

I haven't had time to check LJ recently and when I tried to see older posts, well, the site won't let me.  If anyone posted interesting stuff here and I didn't at least comment on it, sorry.  Twelve grad credits in 6 weeks ate a lot of time.  But, please, feel free to email me and let me know what's going on. 

It's 12:24 in the morning.  I've been awake since 6:00 yesterday morning.  Why am I awake?  Simple.  I have so much to do that I'm afraid to go to sleep because that will mean another day of intensive classes and running around like a headless chicken will come about.  If, however, I can stay awake for two days straight, I will have no idea what is ( Read more... )

LJ is not letting me see any posts older than one week and since I haven't been on here in longer than one week I probably missed a lot.  If there is anything anyone wants me to know, please email me.

Thanks and forgive me for any holes in my knowledge about your current events.

I have been feeling a bit out of sorts ... odd if you will.  I am coming to the end of another chapter in my life - the chapter in which I learned to trust myself a little more, to assert myself a little more, and to believe in myself a little more.  That's not to say that I have totally finished becoming who I want to be,.  I am recognizing that ( Read more... )

Freaking out ... the end is near which means a new beginning is near ... I'm just not so good with change.  I'm even worse with uncertainty.  Eeek.

I'm tired mentally, emotionally, and physically.  Just two more weeks to get a butt-ton of work done and pray that I get good enough grades that I can actually graduate on May 21.

If any of you wondered why you haven't heard from me in a while ... well, that's basically it.  This semester ahs been a roller coaster.

Do me a favor and if you read this, please post a comment, even if it is anonymous.  I am curious if it is worth it to restart my journal here or not.

Thanks