OK SO I HAVE BEEN SEEING THIS GUY, SO AWSOME AND CUTE, BUT RIGHT NOW I DO NOT KNOW WHERE I STAND HERE.. I DON'T FEEL SO HAPPY ANYMORE, I MEAN AM I RUSHING SHIT, MAYBE I AM AND I AM NT KNOWING IT, I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE A RE-BOUND GUY.. NO ONE SHOULD BE USED THAT WAY.. GOD AND FUCKEN GAY GOSSIP ISN'T MAKING IT ANY BETTER.. FUCKEN BULL SHIT YO, NOW ( Read more... )

WOW!!!!!! WEL IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE BEEN TRULY HAPPY, I MEAN DAMN IT I ALWAYS THINK I AM HAPPY, BUT I REALLY, REALLY AM.... MAYBE ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN THE PAST, MAYBE IT WAS ALL LEADING TO THIS MOMENT, TIME, YEAR. I MET THIS GREAT GUY NAMED RUBEN SO AWSOME, WEL HE GOES BY RUGAR, AND HE MAKES ME FELLS O ALIVE AND HAPPY ( Read more... )

Have you ever stopped to wonder if it would be better to have loved and lost or would it be better to have never loved at all? As i sit here tonight i am just wondering which of those two choices would be better. If it be better to know the feeling of being in love yet end up loosing that feeling and end up with a emptyness of knowing you have ( Read more... )

These last couple weeks have been some of the roughest of my life... I have become overwhelemed with a feeling of loneliness and abandonment, for reasons that even i can not begin to explain... I have felt disconnected from the world, my friends, my family... my own selfbeing... I try to hide it as well as I can but evetually people begin to notice ( Read more... )

ALRIGHT SCHOOL IS REALLY LAME NOW.. BASEBALL IS KILLING ME, AND I AM STILL SINGLE.. I CAN'T GET JUAN OR JOSE OFF OF MY MIND IT'S HARD AND JUAN JUST WANTS TO BE FREINDS AND JOSE DOSN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME PERIOD. WHY DO I TORTURE MYSELF LIKE THIS, IT'S SO PATHETIC, AND THEN I GO ONLINE AND DO ALL THOS ECRAZY PERSONAL'S, JUST TO SEE IF I MATCH UP WITH ( Read more... )

ALRIGHT SO ANOTHER SCHOOL YEAR IS HERE AND IT IS GOING BY FAST AND I DO MEAN FAST, IT'S ALREADY OCTOBER SO I MEAN, I COULD BE IN MED SCHOOL ALL HELLA QUICK, YEA ME!!!!!!!! I MISS MARCUS HARDCORE LIKE A MOTHA, I MISS YA MARCUS, IT'S NOT THE SAME WITH YOU HERE, I GUESS WHEN YOU BECOME A LAWYER I WILL NEED YOU TO REPRESENT ME LOL ( Read more... )

YESSSSS I DO HAVE ONE AND HAPPY AS CAN BE!!!!

OK.. SO I HAVE BEEN SEEING THIS GUY, FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS NOW AND HE IS SWEET CUTE AND SWEET AS HELL, BUT HE HAS 2 GIRLFREINDS, ONE IS MARRIED AND THE OTHER IS JUST HIS GIRLFREIND, WELL I AM STUCK ON THE SIDE OF ALL OF THIS.. I ONLY GET TO SEE HIM WHEN HE HAS TIME, WHICH KINDA SUCKS, BEING THE 3RD WHEEL IS FUCKEN LAME... WELL ANYWAY HE TREATS ME GOOD ( Read more... )

OK I GET IT, SCHOOL IS STARTING MONDAY, BUT STILL I MISS SUMMER, I HAD SO MUCH FUN THIS SUMMER LIKE NO OTHER, AND NOW I DON;T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO... I ENDED GETTING A BF, THEN WE BROKE IT OFF CAUE HE WAS A FUCKE LOOSER, NOW I FOUND ANOTHER THAT I CARE FOR SO MUCH BUT HE HAS 2 GIRLFREINDS, AND I KNOW HE CARES BUT I DON;T WANT TO COMPETE FOR ( Read more... )

WOW.. A WEEK AND I AM OFF TO LOS ANGELES CALIFORNIA, WHERE DREAMS COME TRUE AND I SAY "YEA RIGHT" YOU HAVE TO MAKE YOUR OWN DREAMS COME TRUE...WELL I AM SO SCARED YET SO EXCITED TO BE ACTUALLY LEAVING, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN WANTING THIS FOREVER, AND I AM FINALLY GETTING THE CHANCE, I KNOW I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THERE, WITH A GOOD JOB and SCHOOL....I ( Read more... )