so it seems every guy i have cme across has the same freakin pattern we kik it everything goes well then all of a sudden they stop calling, txting, asking you to hang out, and in your mind your wondering what the fuck did you do? and it was never you to begin with, because they guys you keep going after r nothing but losers who dont know what they ( Read more... )

GOsh fucken damn it man!!!!!!!! i dont deserve to be here arizona is the stupidest state ever.. i mean what the fuck man!!!!!!! I moved here for a reason to ge tmy feet back on the fucken ground and it hasn't gotten me any where its been a year already and i can't do it anymore.. maybe this isn't whre i am supposed to be at all..I look at my life ( Read more... )

i serisley do not know why i am still using this when i know no one and thier mother uses it anymore, dude it's all about mysapce, i mean livejournal was once the it thing, now who cares, but it is nice to know you can write and write and write, and no one can read it.. cause no one else has this crap lol, besides exning who i love. ehhhhhhhh dude ( Read more... )

I AM FRUSTRATED DAMN IT, ITS PISSIG ME OFF THAT AFTER ALL THE TALKES WE HAD, ALL THE SHIT WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH, I HAVN'T EVEN HEARD FROM HIM AND IT MAKES ME UPSET, BECAUSE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I FEEL LIKE I DID SOMETHING WRONG, BUT HIS FREIND ASSURES ME I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG, I MEAN THATS JUST THE WAY HE IS, HE'LL SCREEN YOUR CALLS LISTEN TO ( Read more... )

I realize no relationship is easy, gay or straight. I view myself as a catch Im proud to say. I take care of myself, I can be funny, I can be serious, I communicate, Im smart (in my own way), Im loyal, trustworthy, honest, creative, passionate and I believe in monogamy. So why am I single? Id like to think its because I know what I want. Ive had ( Read more... )

WELL I THINK I AM FALLING IN LOVE, BUT HOW DO I KNOW WHEN THE ONE GUY I WANT DONS'T WANT ME AT ALL.. I DON'T KNOW THAT FOR SURE WE HAVN'T TALKED AND HE DONS'T TALK TO ME, THIS IS GETTING CHILDISH IF HE TRULLY DIND'T WANT ME HE SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME TO MY FACE INSTEAD OF BEING A CHILD AND IGNORING ME..SOMEONE TOLD ME HAD A CRUSH AND I WAS LIKE "OK SO ( Read more... )

WOW!! ANOTHER ONE IS GONE AND PASSED ME BY.. WHY DO I KEEP GETTING MYSELF SO ATTACHED TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T EVEN WANT ME? I TRIED SO HARD TO KEEP THIS ONE AROUND, BUT I GUESS I DID NOT TRY HARD ENOUGH, I MADE MYSELF SEEM TO AVAILABLE, AND I DID NOT GIVE IT TIME TO EVOLVE INTO SOMETHING THAT COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH MORE.... I GUESS THIS WASN'T MEANT ( Read more... )

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GOD, NOT TALKING TO THE ONE YOU LIKE FOR 2 DAYS IS OS HARD, BUT I AM THINKING THAT IT WILL BE WORTH IT IN THE LONG RUN RIGHT? I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO WILL MAKE ME FEEL AWSOME EVERYDAY, AND HE DOES, THIS BOY HAS EVERY SINGLE QUALITY I WANT IN A GUY, AND HIS SMILE WILL BRING YOU TO HAPPINESS.. THATS HOW GOOD IT IS.. LOL I WANT TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL ( Read more... )

WELL I GUESS I AM NOT MEANT TO FALL IN LOVE, MAYBE WHAT GOD REALLY HAS IN STORE FOR ME IS NOT LOVE, MAYBE IT'S SOMETHING MORE THEN THAT, I JUST NEED TO RELIZE THAT MYSPACE, LIVEJOURNAL, ETC IS JUST CYBERLAND AND NOT REAL LIFE.. I NEED TO START FOCUSING ON ME, AND WHAT I NEED TO HELP MYSELF.,, BUT YET AGAIN I STILL BELIVE MY LIFE WILL BE COMPLETE ( Read more... )