So Much To Think About

[gaze_of_love]

So I'm just going to be horribly candid right now because I just need to be for my own freaking sanity. I'm back at Outdoor School and already struggling to survive the first week which is ridiculous because I've done this crap before. This should not be hard. Not seeing my boyfriend every weekend should not be such a tradgedy and yet it sucks

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[j_unit_1981]

I get singled out?!
You do realize that the ONLY person I've seen since I've moved back to Arizona that would know you is Liz Benforado? And honestly, when I'm hanging out with her, we have better things to do than talk about your love life...
I mean, no offense, but we find other ways to entertain ourselves. Like her calling me old. That's always fun.

[gaze_of_love]

I know you have plenty of better things to talk about. And yes you are old. Just kidding. If your old then I'm middle aged and that sucks. Anyway I just said it because I don't want anything getting around premeptively and you are one of only three people who I know read this silly thing and one of them has never met Mattie and the other one is John. Plus believe it or not I had you in mind when I was writing this since you are one of my best friends and I could definately use some support right now.

[gaze_of_love]

There it's gone now. No more singling out poor Jimmy. By the way did you know that Marzia left camp?

[itsjustsomegirl]

Whoa... lots of big things going on! It sounds like you're really overwhelmed with everything. BUT you should just calm down & realize that being married would be wonderful (if you two love eachother, which it sounds like you do) and you can always stay engaged for a long time (like Jon and I did) before you get married.

Good luck with everything! Those dreams definitely sound like they're stress-induced... so just try to stay positive on things! It'll work out in your favor :)