So I'm engaged! Yay! Mattie proposed a week ago. I'm way happy. I'll put ring pictures on facebook eventually. Camp is crazy busy right now. I'm looking for a new job, new house, new car, new computer. Everything needs an update. Gotta do it one at a time though. I'm not rich. Damn the unreliability of the lottery. Oh well. I'm good. I'm happy. ( Read more... )

 Ok ok I admit that I suck at this updating thing but really I'm done doing things for anyone's benefit but my own when it comes to these things. Actually I haven't done much in the way of writing at all which is a shame because now I actually have time for such things and I always found it fun. If one of my goals in life is to write a book I might ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to puke out my stomach and I can't complain about it because it's my fault I feel like this. Drinking to much = bad things. This is a lesson I am familar with unfortunately and I really should know better but every so often my brain takes a hike and I suddenly decide that drinking large quantities of alcohol would be fun...and ( Read more... )

So I'm just going to be horribly candid right now because I just need to be for my own freaking sanity. I'm back at Outdoor School and already struggling to survive the first week which is ridiculous because I've done this crap before. This should not be hard. Not seeing my boyfriend every weekend should not be such a tradgedy and yet it sucks ( Read more... )

Or I will never be able to sleep tonight. I'm really kinda upset about something that shouldn't upset me at all. All this crap happened like three years ago and I'm still letting him get to me.  Why do I still have any kind of empathy towards this kid?! He's been nothing but a Duesh Bag since we broke up. This day on the whole just sucked and now ( Read more... )

...And here's why.  So last night there was a uber bad wind storm ( I mean winds exceeding 100MPH) in Boulder.  Like none I'd ever seen before and it decided to peak at around 11pm last night when I was on the phone with Mattie. Before then the lights had been flickering a bit, but they stayed on. Then the wind blew a rather sizable tree branch ( Read more... )

So I'm home and happy and tired and downloading songs off of iTunes and reading over all the journal entries and missed absolutly nothing but a whole lot of complaining. Ok I know that's harsh but seriously half the stuff I just read was people whining about their job, boyfriend, life etc. and there is a simple solution to these problems, CHANGE IT ( Read more... )

I've been coming to the conclusion for ahwile now that I am really tired of being a nomad and living out of a suitcase half the time. I want a real home. Granted while I'm working at camp that is not going to happen but still it would be nice if I had a place I could settle down in for awhile and a job that didn't have the potential to ruin my ( Read more... )

Have been so extremely insane that I am the most emotionally exahuasted I think I have ever been in my life.

Long story short...Mike and I broke up. I met someone new. His name is Mattie. Those are the only details I'm going to go into right now. The next school for the week is here and I feel like my heart is trying to split in half.

Wow. Live journal went all high tech on me since the last time I posted which was December. What has happened between now and my last post. Well lots of snow. My job at Jamba Juice which I will never return to again I don't care how desperate I am. Christmas, which was good.  Another trip to New York to see Mike which was great. We rang in 2007 ( Read more... )