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[gazeless_stare]

I think its safe to say that I feel like i'm kind of heading into some sort of unhealthy phase. I cant say that im turning bad because thats the farthest thing from the truth. However, im not thinking the way I did a year ago

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[karategrl]

woah finals are almost done then vacation woot!

[okaytomorrow]

I really wish we had left earlier, Courtney probably wouldn't have thrown up on the ride home, and you probably wouldn't have gotten in so much trouble (so sorry!), I don't know why we didn't leave earlier . . sometimes I don't know how to say 'no' to people, and 'let's just go'. I tend to make situations worse.

Fun & dangerous do go together quite well- just be careful, love!!!

[gazeless_stare]

i didnt get into much trouble because my dad never said anything but i was just getting paranoid as usual haha. and dont even worry about it, i could have kept asking you to leave but the last thing i want is to ruin the fun for everyone else. i just told courtney that the next time we do something like that, i just wont come home..it would sure as hell be a lot easier!

[myfreewill]

dont ever lie to yourself and say you're enjoying something you're not, and never let other people decide your life for you. this sort of self-questioning comes from a mind unsettled, and in order to figure it all out, you must first find from which point you stand, and not which point you think you stand. it's tough to evaluate your life while your living it, that's the biggest problem i've ever encountered. i have faith that you'll figure it out, just take care of yourself.
-jeffrey

[gazeless_stare]

i really dont get stoned that often but every once in a while i do it a lot more often than i probably should. and i love getting high, im not saying its not my scene but ya know, i have twin sister that likes to tell my mom what i do and it makes me feel weird afterwards...not for too long though.

and marine biologist no, interior designer...possibly yes.
my dad wanted the wet suit life, not me and thanks phil for your input