I dont really understand. She brings the dawn of spring to mind when i think about her and my life seems to move forward. Not changing to fit her but changing to be a perswon that has something to offer someone such as her. She knows what she wants even when it is she doesnt quite know what she wants. Day breaks quickly over the horizon of time ( Read more... )

So yeah hi.  Haven't but up a post in forever.  Not alot has or can change i can tell you that but alot of it is just boring.

 Man it's time i grew up for real... this shit i been doin ain't working no more i goota be one of them nine to fivers i guess... it's fucking retarded.  Shit is stupid.  I win at life most of the time but facts start to add up to shit i can't do.  My confidence is slipping.  I see control slipping away with a quickness and i am done.  I feel like ( Read more... )

I don't ever get on here or listin to what people sayt on here... i gots a few friends on here that listin to me.  Last time i posted shit on iot it was 3 minutes before i found out the girl i loved was cheating one me.  That didn't hurt that much i knew it was goin down but it's pissed me off severly.  I am tired of the bullshit people seems to ( Read more... )

Life is boring at school. I i can do is sit around in be bored as hell and wait for class to end so i can see my baby girl, give her a kiss and spend the rest of the day with her, that is all i want to do these days, is that selfish i mean, I want my partner with me all day everyday and never be away, oh and some of my friends around sometimes but ( Read more... )

SO last night (Saturday night) It looked like my partner was goin to have to work babysitting until she had to go home but it turns out we spent the night in each others arms which is the only reason we slept cause we were on a hard wood floor but the we woke up and she wasnted to go play Hide and seek so we rounded up all these people and played a ( Read more... )

I hate the world all you fucks but my Happy Panda that includes family and enemys I hate you all, life is shit, and you fucks are lucky i don't want to be violent cause right now I could care less about bein locked up and shit but look I am hearin my voice again and depressed, I am tired of this shit i want it and all who fuel it to be gone and ( Read more... )

6 to 10 I am in heaven everyday but then when i am away from my angel the deppression sets back in and my gut wrenches once more and my anger attacks come back, I wish my slice of heaven would last just a taste longer.

Ok fella's have a day like i had today and then i dare you to say life sucks, you will be struck down in your tracks and never again be spoke of. Today was perfect, ice on the ground and road so all there was to do was go to my girl's house and cuddle and thats what we did all day and i feel like king of the world so blah to anyone that is hatin, ( Read more... )

Ok i am new so i am goin to do this alot.
I amfeeling better now cause I love leah-Bear and she loves me and that is cool. Really if you don't know what this feels like then you should try being loved by someone you love it feels marvolous.