it feels like i haven't been on this thing in forever. i don't think i've even updated it in months. i just came on to try and find an old link to something and i caught myself just reading friends posts and even some of my older entries. it's depressing, to say the least. in case you're wondering (which i doubt you are) not much has changed. i'm ( Read more... )

merry christmas, i could care less.

2am, bored.
just got done watching my oc season3 boxset.
it's christmas, i hate it.
fuck what i got you, or you got me.
the only thing i really enjoy is a week off, paid vacation.
i leave on a roadtrip today...
arizona, new mexico, nevada.
ringin in the new year in vegas.
see you in 07.

jesus christ, i'm not scared to die.

a benefit show is going on saturday night, in memory of cesia julieth zuniga.
i'm pretty sure if you plan on doing anything, this should be included.
it's sad that shit like this can happen to the most amazing people.
she will be missed.


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friends, how many of us have them?

so, i was reading through my friends entries and erin mentioned something in her post about friendship...something that i have to honestly say i'm guilty of.
"i seem to have detached from all of my friends, it's easier than trying to keep in touch sadly. i question whether i should put the effort because i am ( Read more... )

colorblind; coffee black and egg white.

so i'm beyond happy to say that the recording for the countdown full length is 100% done. i've never been so god damn relieved and grateful to be done with something in my entire life. the dood who does all the comeback kid artwork is in the process of getting the cd artwork done and then its off to the ( Read more... )

out of control.

i'm pretty sure i'm giving up on about 99.9% of you. i'm fucking tired of trying to lend a helping hand or putting effort into something where it's just completely taken for granted. truth be told, i fucking hate what more than half of you have become...i can't wait for the day i get the fuck outta here and peace out on all of ( Read more... )

in place, apart.

san francisco is amazing.
the weather in the bay is gloomy and the faint outline of the bridge in the distance is beautiful.

it's safe to say, if things don't start looking up back home, i'll be up here permanently before the year's end.

don't bother unless you feel like looking at 329408324 pics.

i miss and love my real friends.

( a random selection from my comp )

so this is the new year, and i don't feel any different.

as i said before, i went on a week long trip up north and back. there were a couple lames on the trip but it was more than made up for by the awesome people :) i'm too lazy to post pics on that right now, but i will some time this week.

on another note...

my news years was awesome and ( Read more... )

you haven't got what it takes, trust me.

friends only.

like jenjenjen, you ain't her
but you can give it a shottt.