couple of minutes to kill here at tays house before i go pick up alyssa from cheering. the kids are out back in the pool and uncle steve is watching them right now. cause he's a baller like that. so i love babysitting. honestly i do. its such a vacation from having a real job. sometimes it gets frustrating. but usually it is incredible. im going ( Read more... )

i am dead tired and i do not know why. it's not cool at all. maybe i'll make some coffee. oh wait i think i know why i'm so tired. it's because i laid around all day instead of spending my day doing dishes and chasing kids. i wind up more tired when i do nothing than when i run around. i was off today cause ty is going to indiana for some business ( Read more... )

i suppose i'll update since i haven't in approximately forever. i'm done at the pharmacy minus the random saturdays. which is awesome. i'm babysitting paige and wade full time. it's maybe the easiest/best job ever. it's like when you do something right, you get a hug. from a kid. i heart kids a lot. saturday i am working the pharmacy and then at ( Read more... )

so here i am with about fifteen minutes to kill before work. we're getting our bathroom totally remodelled finally. cause you know it's effing dilapidated. well the guy was supposed to come after nine today aka after i was already at work. so i had to take dylan to school and i was planning on showering right after i got home. so i come home and i ( Read more... )

half of my problem is that i expect people to be intrinsically good. some people just aren't. they're self-centered. they think everyone owes them something. i live in my own little perfect world. perhaps that makes me just as bad.

( that self pity shit is just too hard to resist )

well i havent updated in several weeks. so what the eff. well my kidneys still suck. i still effing hurt like its my job. speaking of my job i hate it. my last regular day is the 19th whooop whoop. yesterday i babysat a real baby. that was exciting. i heart babies. im off today. i kind of feel like shit. its pretty lame. yeah you know i thought i ( Read more... )

i hate my kidneys. i hate onu. i hate franciscan. i hate jcc. i hate wvncc. and i probably hate all of you. just kidding about hating all of you. but everything else. really. i can't stand it. i'm liiiivid.

so i spent most of my day thursday in the hospital having tests ran and waiting for/seeing the doctor. all the tests came up that my kidneys are fine minus this infection. no stones. so who knows what the hell. so i got some pain pills and an antibiotic to take daily for a year to ward off future infections. he wants me to come back in the summer ( Read more... )

so remember how i was bitching about how i didnt feel good. yeah i have another fucking kidney infection. im real good though cause i can tell when i have one. perhaps due to the searing back pain. but yeah. so i went to the dr monday and pissed in a cup and they were like yeah you have an infection. and so i wasnt so bad monday, but tuesday i woke ( Read more... )