I cant believe its been so long since I wrote a journal on here. I guess Im just now addicted to myspace. I couldnt help but crack up about my last few entries. I was whining about Jared. HAHA I havent thought about that kid in forever. So many things have changed since I last wrote. Ive been with somebody new since October. His name is Alex and ( Read more... )

Jared and I arent together AGAIN! Whats new though? lol He and I are still friends and he still comes over atleast 3 times a week which is ok. He and I both know that we are better off being just friends. Ive got a new buddy. Her name is Kristine and she is sooo much FUN to hang out with. Thirsty Thursdays are now my new favorite day of the week. ( Read more... )

Jared and I are back together obviously. I cant help but care about him so much! ERRR!!! lol Like when Im not with him I miss him and just want to hug him. You should see his face when Im upset and dont want to look at him. He makes me look at him and he has this look of concern on his face. AWWW!!! Hes stolen my heart dang it! Well anyways today ( Read more... )

I am so torn. I have no clue what to do! I was really hurt when Jared decided to just drop me and not even call for an entire week and then I found out why and its hard to still be upset with him. Then I give him another chance and say Ill hang out with him today and he doesnt want to wake up. What is with that? I mean, isnt he supposed to be ( Read more... )

So Ive come to the conclusion that I am the most gullable, trusting, forgiving in the most horrible way person. Its like no matter what someone does to me I will keep making excuses for them and forgiving them and believing them. Take today for example. I called Jared to see if he wanted to meet me at work to give him back all his stuff. He was ( Read more... )

Lary and I are having an ice cream party. Sonnet Cove, feel free to join us. B.Y.O.C (bring your own cone) lol Kidding. We did just get back from buying ice cream at Kroger. YUMMY! Anyways theres not much to say. Shannyn and I hung out with DJ and Allen the other night. Theyre both so cool. I went and had dinner with James tonight.Hes quite strange ( Read more... )

Its crazy how small things can change what you believe, what you chose to do or how you chose to handle even bigger things. I have been putting alot more things up to faith in these last two days. A small thing happened that effected a big thing (MY FAITH)! Its really hard at times to understand why things happen. At times I feel like I dont ( Read more... )

Ok so last night after I got off work I decided to buy some toilet paper. As I was walking down the milk aisle I called Lary to see if he needed anything from Meijer. Well I look down an aisle and here comes these two guys on Amigos and I knew they clearly werent disabled so I just kept walking talking to Lary. I could totally hear them coming ( Read more... )

Today is Chris Miessau's birthday. That dude is great. Ive known him for 8 yrs now and we're still friends. Happy 23rd birthday to one of the greatest guys Ive ever known. I miss you hun. Well whats new with me? Uhm.. living w/ Lary (One-R) is bomb. We get along really well which is awesome. I got good news tonight. Well its actually mixed news but ( Read more... )

Im moving again. Whats that? 3 times in less than 3 months. Thats craziness!!! Oh well. Im staying with Lary for a while. Im not moving anytime soon. I have been sick for the last few days. There must be something in the water here in KY. lol Well my head is pounding so Im going to go. Love ya'll