I am a fucked up child

Yeah so I am now going to dedicate this site to my inner darkness. The reason for this is because nobody I know ever reads this, so me being the type of person I am feel inclined to share my thoughts with no one and yet confess my self-destructive thoughts, events and desires to someone, be it the electrons of the universe. So here is goes ( Read more... )

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Guys' Rules­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down
Finally, the guys' side of the story.
(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear "the rules"
From the female side.

Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all
>numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!
1.   Men are NOT mind readers.

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Yeah..... My life Sucks.... AGAIN...

Yeah so I have my last final tomorrow..... it sucks though cause its a night so I have to wait till thurs so my father can come and pick me up and haul me back.... hey Amanda....guess what.... im trying to stop cussing..... yeah never thought that one did you....hahaha.....so aparently from your journal you had fun at Richwoods prom..... well as ( Read more... )

Yeah so I found out from my girlfriend yesterday that her friend Hannah Schmidt committed suicied last friday. So yeah this weekend pretty much sucks. RIP Hannah. I didint know you very well but you will be missed. Well Amanda if your reading this HI hows it going.... im turning nineteen tomorrow. Oh well... on a higher note my cousin got baptized ( Read more... )

Yeah i havent updated in a while so i thought i go ahead and do that..... yeah the illini got knocked out so i was kinda pissed about that....well good job bradley.... but yeah Brittney got pissed at me the same night when i was visiting her so last weekend really sucked...... but yeah we made up so its all good..... yeah i have to go get fitted ( Read more... )

Yeah so i tried to update this site with pics from this weekend but that failed miserably so i though i'd just link you to my other site with my pics....well if you do go there enjoy ttyl.... http://www.xanga.com/Ge_off18 have fun...

I felt like destroying something beautiful....But what could be more beautiful than you and I, falling from grace...

            Why do we feel the way we feel?
            Why do we hate ourselves so much?
            Why do we go through every day with such sorrow?
            Why do we hate others so much?
            Why do we love the ones we love?
            Why do we hate the ones we love?
            Why do we love the things we hate?
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