i said goodbye ( Read more... )

i love you
i love you
i hate you
i hate you
i wish you would decide
which one to choose,
straddling this line
gets awful tiring
and pretty soon
i'm afraid i'll fall
and you'll never see me again

this comes directly from a conversation i had earlier ( Read more... )

Lying in Bed ( Read more... )

I miss the way you smiled at me ( Read more... )

so, one decision has been made, i've stopped putting up with john. I'm sick of being the pawn in someone elses battle. on that note, i've decided to be selfish for a little while, cutting out all the pieces of my life that make me unhappy, and leaving the ones that i like. So Sci-fi, classes, Everett, Roscoe and Murphy, and maybe even Imaginary ( Read more... )

happy, unhappy, happy, unhappy, i'm gonna have to go with content today, the world is a neverending spiral of unlimited choices, and now i'm down to two that may change what happens for the rest of my life, we'll see

Love ( Read more... )

i called charlie tonight, i don't know why, i just wanted to here a familair voice, and he was the first one i found in my phone list, that didn't already hate me, but still, insanity is funny like that, (note to self, remind me to apoligize to him at somepoint ( Read more... )

my cousin died in an accident, he was 22, i didn't know him really well, he became kinda estranged from us when his mum left my uncle mike, but he was trying to make amends in the last year, it's sad